thevulnerability: please do not take (✥ there's no need to stay in chains)
cнloe "тнe deтecтιve" decĸer ([personal profile] thevulnerability) wrote2017-10-22 01:21 am

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2017
june | july | october




June 10th
It's been two months and it's only just occurred to me to write things down. This place takes our memories, and I don't understand it. I'm getting the impression no one does. It doesn't mean people aren't attempting to make sense of it all.

    Dipper & Mabel Pines: Teenage investigators. Smart, jump into everything head first.
    Georgia Mason: Writer of Ace of Spades, the Wonderland blog. Gathers updates from various sources and publishes them.
    Elena Gilbert: Archives events in Wonderland in the library, due to lack of any historical information outside of hostage occupant experiences.


That isn't only why I'm keeping this journal. I've seen things here I never believed could be. Things that shouldn't exist. Vampires and werewolves,
and that is only the tip of it. Lucifer, I believe, was attacked by one of the werewolves. His injuries were extensive and the worst is I was sure he was going to die. I saw him helped by drinking vampire blood and healed with a feather I created from the wardrobes. He asked me to make an angel feather,
insisting that he could be healed by some kind of divine magic. I'm not sure how it worked anymore than I'm sure how any of the magic here works.

The vampires will remain anonymous. I don't know who could find this journal and I don't want to put them in unnecessary danger because this isn't the point of this. I'm writing this so when I lose my memories I don't forget. If memories of who the vampires are get taken from me, I'll just have to deal with it. These are the details of what I've learned of the vampires from a specific world:

    - Look and act like normal people (when they aren't hungry). Might have paler skin.
    - can't enter rooms unless invited (at least one of the legends were true)
    - before feeding, a vampire will present fangs, red eyes and protruding veins around the eyes
    - they can walk in the daylight with magical assistance in the form of a ring
    - capable of "compulsion" which allows them to change or erase memories & control people
    - vervain hurts them. It burns them when it comes in contact with their skin, and drinking vervain will make your blood undrinkable. Wearing it or drinking it will also make it impossible to compel you
    - they can be harmed by wooden stakes, wooden bullets, or fire
    - best plan is, if one attacks, run away


I'm sure that all makes about as much sense as the rest of this.

MOST IMPORTANT - Don't forget Trixie. If you ever do, she's your daughter. You need to get home to her, more than anything.



July 3, 2017
Lucifer is the Devil. I don't know what that means, for him, for us. All I know is that he is my partner and I still trust him more than anyone else.
He's never lied to me.

I also found out that my presence makes him mortal. Before I came, he couldn't get hurt. He was almost killed because of me.

PROTECT LUCIFER. If you forget, you make him mortal. He is your partner from home. Protect him.

Don't forget Trixie. Her favorite food is chocolate cake.



October 22, 2017
I broke things off with Seth. I'm lying to myself if I think it doesn't have something to do with Lucifer. I know he's who I want to be with, but I also know now isn't the right time. I've changed so much here, but I have to find out who I am without them. Seth is still my best friend, though. I can't imagine a day I won't have him here with me and I don't want to.

Friends mean everything to me here. I've never felt like that before. I don't know if it's just because I miss Trixie and Maze, or if I've always wanted to be the kind of person who has friends, but now that I do, I don't want to lose it.

I don't want to lose Lucifer either. I don't want him to go home and remember why he left me.

Am going to miss getting laid, though. Maze was right. That was really overdue.